Cycles

Some cycles are good, some are just down right sickening, like the one I'm in. Joe and I have known each other for awhile and this is our history in a nutshell: I like him, we date, and he hurts me. You may be asking, why in the world do I give him chance after chance? I don't really have an answer to that actually, I think it has something to do with how gullible I am. I've decieded he likes me because I'm gullible and I like him because he's a smooth talker. I've also realized something else, Joe is like a drug to me, he's very harmful, but I keep going back to him, kind of like an addiction. I have been hurt multiple times by him, which I've talked about on this blog, but it's really hard to get out of, just like an addiction. However, from now on I'm going to try to let go of him and this vicious cycles. Unfortunately, this is going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do and I am going to have to completely trust God to help me do it. So, please keep me in your prayers over the next few weeks.