Friday, March 14, 2008

The Old Me

In the past I have been the girl who cares a lot about what people say about her. I have always cared when people were upset with something I did and I would try to fix it. This morning I got a message from Will, who I have mentioned before, and he said he was very upset with me. He told me to not even talk to him because what I did didn't just affect him it affected other people too. He also said that I wasn't just losing him as a friend but those other people as well. Now, usually I would talk to him about it and try to fix it, and that's what he is expecting because that is the person I have always been, however I'm different now. Today I am a much stronger person than I was yesterday and I really don't care if Will is upset with me. If he doesn't want to talk to me because of something I did, which to be honest is probably something really small, than fine. If that's how he wants to react to things he can, but I'm not going to be caught up in that anymore, my friendship is worth more than that. It is by God and His unconditional love for me that I have realized that and I want everyone to know that too. God loves you so very much and you are worth so much because of Him, don't let others convince you other wise.
Psalm 136:2, "Give thanks to the God of gods. His love endures forever."

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